Heyyyy!! So listen this is my first blog post since September 2016. almost a year ago (yikes)I did not know what I was doing then, and I do not know what I am doing now. lol I am still utterly clueless I mean there is so much to know about starting a blog from gaining followers, following other bloggers, widgets, plugins, hosting, html codes linking platforms and most importantly content! I gotta say that’s what has taken me almost a year to get back stated again. I can never think of anything to post meanwhile I have all these conversations in my head with myself and no responses! So I figure hey if I just get things up and running again and have some of these conversations online it might 1) elicit some responses or comments from new people and 2) It might defog my mind. I have so much going on up there on a daily basis I have no choice but to just shut down and be quite because I will go into overload if I try to pick a topic to speak about, not to mention that 89 percent of my day is filled with lab rats (t.v. show) mighty med (t.v. show) peanut butter and jelly sandwiches fruit snacks and an endless questions and answers game from my 5 year old. Yes I have 2 children 8 and 5 and they literally demand all of my attention and all of my time; but we will save that topic for another day. Back to the blog (please bare with me I can go off topic quite often) Blogging is something I want to engage in because I don’t have many people that I communicate with on a daily basis and I would like to use this opportunity to connect with people over the age of 8 lol with similar interests. Yes I am still clueless as to how blogging actually works but I’m sure with time I will find out from experience I could either go another year with out blogging and still being clueless and no new friends or I could get my feet wet and get used to the water to eventually go into the deep end. Will there be times I feel like giving up? absolutely. Will there be moments of feeling under appreciated? Sure. but the goal I have in mind is much greater than the obstacles I see before me, so please have patience bare with me and offer me a lifeline if you see me drowning!